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Monday, July 30, 2012

Whatelse?

I've done whatever I possible can...
I gave her priority over everything...
I drop everything whenever she want me...
I sacrifice a lot of time & money towards her...
More than i spend on anybody else including my parents...
I even choose her first for Umrah trip...
I spend more time & money for her holiday...
I spend more on her expenses...
I even sacrifice the job that I enjoy just to get more money for her...
I sacrifice my hobby & passion so I can spend more money for her...
I always forgive her whenever she did wrong...
I gave her more expensive gifts than anybody else...
I changed for better to make her happy...
Yet she still potray to others in facebook as though I did not treat her well...

I felt unappreciated & ridicule by my circle...
The pain that I suffer all due to this...
Yet she's asking me what went wrong?

Its ok, that's why when I'm in pain & sick, I kept it to myself...
Maybe that's the way she want to repay my mistakes... Alhamdulillah...

Just that, when I'm no longer around hopefully she will realised...

But because I still love you... I'll sacrifice my ego for you & never fail to pray daily to keep the marriage in tact despite of her request otherwise...

Ya Allah, please keep me strong, humble & patience with this...

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