My wish if I am gone
1. Just pray for me
2. Forgive me
3. Do not look for my body (if missing)
4. Do not fight for any rights
I had gone to where I belong and rest assured my owner i.e. Allah swt can do better than anybody in this world.
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Monday, February 3, 2014
Patience
Patience is something sounds simple... but not an easy feat to accomplished...
There are times, you really been tested... You have to think long and hard before decide on anything...
Firstly, your have to swallow your ego... put your priority of the mission you want to accomplish and once you have a clear mind... only then you act...
I've been tested time and again... to date I still keep my patience and hope I can continue with it... Ya Allah... gimme the strength for the sake of love ones...
Ameen
There are times, you really been tested... You have to think long and hard before decide on anything...
Firstly, your have to swallow your ego... put your priority of the mission you want to accomplish and once you have a clear mind... only then you act...
I've been tested time and again... to date I still keep my patience and hope I can continue with it... Ya Allah... gimme the strength for the sake of love ones...
Ameen
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Lost
At times I felt like I'm outsiders in my family. .. I will always be the last to know in most cases... but when there's a problem. Suddenly I became the first to know...
Why people treat me this way?
Saturday, January 4, 2014
2014
Welcome to 2014 & blessed to Allah swt for blessing me with health and imaan going into 2014.
2013 had been very challenging period for me.. a lot of sweat and hardwork.. going thru ups and downs, but alhamdulillah managed to go through it. Almost closed as bad year but the last 2 days giving me the ups and hope that 2014 would be better.
My prayers in 2014, is to be healthier, wealthier, happier and more importantly closer to Allah swt.
May my wish in the last 3 years comes through this year. Ameen.
2013 had been very challenging period for me.. a lot of sweat and hardwork.. going thru ups and downs, but alhamdulillah managed to go through it. Almost closed as bad year but the last 2 days giving me the ups and hope that 2014 would be better.
My prayers in 2014, is to be healthier, wealthier, happier and more importantly closer to Allah swt.
May my wish in the last 3 years comes through this year. Ameen.
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Kids
I am blessed with 6 kids... even though 2 are step son, but I never discriminate any of them..
To me it is my responsibility and I will ensure all will get equal treatment.
Just that the way I treat between adult, teenages & infant may be different... I have to because they have different needs but at the end of the day, the intention/love/care is the same...
Nurul Aimi
You are my eldest and only daughter. I love you always.. You are smart and have a lot of similarity with me... I am always proud of you... You bare a lot of brunt from me because you are the first kid I ever had... I make a lot of mistakes then but you strive.. I am always proud of you and I have no doubt you will succeed in your life.
Danial Afiq
My first son... I admire you most with your patience... You are the ones that always 'mengalah' but at the same time I can see you having a very firm vision... Keep it up my son, keep on being humble but never loose focus on your goal. I know you will be a very responsible sonand will take good care of mama & adik. I love you & always proud of you my son.
Danial Alif
You are a special kid.. Allah had given you a very special gift and not many see it. I know one day you will be successful. My prediction you will be the most successful amongst all your siblings... Stay humble and focus my son. Abah always proud of you and love you.
Alif Danial,
You may be my step son, but you are a very good son. Only Allah know what you have gone through in your past but in shaa Allah abah will do my best to make up whatever shortfall you have in the past. Always remember your roots and mummy's sacrifice.. I see you to be successful and always proud of you.
Aidil Danial
Mummy's favorite and most photogenic amongst all. I am proud of you and your 'ringan tulang' attitude. I notice that you are very observant and sharp. Just that you are not focus for reasons only know to you. You have similar traits like abang Afiq and I admire you with your attitude. I love you my son and always remember Allah.
Rayyan Zariff,
All I can say about you is 100% my duplicate... you copy everything about me... my style, attitude, likes, dislikes etc etc... whenever I see you, I see myself... Very sharp and I believe you will be successful in your life coz you are just like me, FIGHTERS... never loose hope my son.. preserverence is everything... Abah love you and proud of you.
Ya Allah, thank you for blessing me with these kids... they are best and my apology for any shortcomings on my side as ABAH. Love you all to the end of my life...
To me it is my responsibility and I will ensure all will get equal treatment.
Just that the way I treat between adult, teenages & infant may be different... I have to because they have different needs but at the end of the day, the intention/love/care is the same...
Nurul Aimi
You are my eldest and only daughter. I love you always.. You are smart and have a lot of similarity with me... I am always proud of you... You bare a lot of brunt from me because you are the first kid I ever had... I make a lot of mistakes then but you strive.. I am always proud of you and I have no doubt you will succeed in your life.
Danial Afiq
My first son... I admire you most with your patience... You are the ones that always 'mengalah' but at the same time I can see you having a very firm vision... Keep it up my son, keep on being humble but never loose focus on your goal. I know you will be a very responsible sonand will take good care of mama & adik. I love you & always proud of you my son.
Danial Alif
You are a special kid.. Allah had given you a very special gift and not many see it. I know one day you will be successful. My prediction you will be the most successful amongst all your siblings... Stay humble and focus my son. Abah always proud of you and love you.
Alif Danial,
You may be my step son, but you are a very good son. Only Allah know what you have gone through in your past but in shaa Allah abah will do my best to make up whatever shortfall you have in the past. Always remember your roots and mummy's sacrifice.. I see you to be successful and always proud of you.
Aidil Danial
Mummy's favorite and most photogenic amongst all. I am proud of you and your 'ringan tulang' attitude. I notice that you are very observant and sharp. Just that you are not focus for reasons only know to you. You have similar traits like abang Afiq and I admire you with your attitude. I love you my son and always remember Allah.
Rayyan Zariff,
All I can say about you is 100% my duplicate... you copy everything about me... my style, attitude, likes, dislikes etc etc... whenever I see you, I see myself... Very sharp and I believe you will be successful in your life coz you are just like me, FIGHTERS... never loose hope my son.. preserverence is everything... Abah love you and proud of you.
Ya Allah, thank you for blessing me with these kids... they are best and my apology for any shortcomings on my side as ABAH. Love you all to the end of my life...
Having 2 family
It is not easy and rosy as what most people think if you have 2 family...
I have been chosen to take that responsibility more than 3 years ago and to date I never regret it.
I take whatever comes as my responsibility and Allah blessed me with that because I believe HE know I can handle it.
To some (ladies especially), they always give me the one kind of look.. Yeah.. whatever, I know what I did and most importantly Allah knew better...
It takes a lot of patience to handle both and more importantly must be fair to both. It is not an easy tasks but I just did my best to be fair... there bound to be unhappiness/uneasiness but that is normal... as a family head, you need to be patience and always pray to Allah that you can be fair to both... Not many know the kind of sacrifices you have to make, but to me, I did it because it is Allah's will for reasons HE know best.
Alhamdulillah, I am blessed that both my wives are understanding and reasonable... I know it is not easy on them too... but they know that I love them and will do my best for them... There are times I have to make hard decision but at the end of the day, it is what is best for them...
I love you both Sal & Emma... my only wish have not come through but I hope one day, both of you could fulfill it before I move on to another life...
Sincerely your hubby...
I have been chosen to take that responsibility more than 3 years ago and to date I never regret it.
I take whatever comes as my responsibility and Allah blessed me with that because I believe HE know I can handle it.
To some (ladies especially), they always give me the one kind of look.. Yeah.. whatever, I know what I did and most importantly Allah knew better...
It takes a lot of patience to handle both and more importantly must be fair to both. It is not an easy tasks but I just did my best to be fair... there bound to be unhappiness/uneasiness but that is normal... as a family head, you need to be patience and always pray to Allah that you can be fair to both... Not many know the kind of sacrifices you have to make, but to me, I did it because it is Allah's will for reasons HE know best.
Alhamdulillah, I am blessed that both my wives are understanding and reasonable... I know it is not easy on them too... but they know that I love them and will do my best for them... There are times I have to make hard decision but at the end of the day, it is what is best for them...
I love you both Sal & Emma... my only wish have not come through but I hope one day, both of you could fulfill it before I move on to another life...
Sincerely your hubby...
Club Med
I have been waiting to visit Club Med for so long and finally find the time to be there...
If I know the fun and relaxing atmosphere there, I would have been there long ago... Anyway, really had time to myself and really enjoy every moment of it.
In shaa Allah, will be there again soon...
If I know the fun and relaxing atmosphere there, I would have been there long ago... Anyway, really had time to myself and really enjoy every moment of it.
In shaa Allah, will be there again soon...
My 44th Birthday
Celebrated my 44th Birthday recently... Thanks for lovely wishes, presents and dinner etc... However for the first time in my life my mom forgot about my birthday... It's OK mak... I know you are bothered by other problems... whatever, I am always love you and nothing can change that.
Ya Allah, thank you for everything despite of my weaknesses and shortfall...
Ya Allah, thank you for everything despite of my weaknesses and shortfall...
What have I achieve in 2013?
Honestly... I don't know...
I did my best in whatever I do and the rest I leave to Allah swt...
I did my best in whatever I do and the rest I leave to Allah swt...
Monday, November 4, 2013
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