What matter most...

Things had been a bit haywire lately... especially concerning my 'friends' lifestyle/behaviour...

Anyway, from my own eyes experience, not a single of them (including me) is an angel nor evil... anyway, as usual, i won't talk or pray on other people bad deeds...

I'm more interested in talking about me and how I felt...

Lately, some are a bit 'reserved' with me and mostly are due to 'stories' they heard and assume... to me, i don't care less because what matter most to me is what my love ones think of me and what Allah swt judge me...

I may be open and out spoken, but at least I'm not an hypocrite... who behave naive & innocent in front of people (or selected people) but transformed 360 degree when they are 'alone' or in front of 'accepted' eyes...

On the outside, i don't potray myself as an 'ustaz' but that does not mean I'm 'empty' inside on religious matter... I don't have to pray 5x a day in front of other people nor 'declare' it to people I want to pray first before anything... coz to me, I did it for Allah swt.... anyway, as always reminded by my parents & religious teacher, be like 'resmi padi, tunduk berisi'...

People may like to brag as though they are the most perfect people in the world, let them be... Allah swt knows better...

People may like to brag about their 'perfect' family, let it be...I don't care less even though some I've seen their ugly side... coz Allah swt will be the eventual judge...

People may like to brag about their job/profession, again... i don't care less but pray their excellent benefits/perks will be use towards things that blessed by Allah swt...

People may like to brag about their lifestyle, let it be... coz nothing concerning me... it's between them and Allah swt

People may like to think they are better/innocent than me... so let it... it's Allah swt to decide...

People may like to run me down, i don't care less either, coz it's Allah swt that will determine my fate... best is, if they accused me of something, if they are wrong or right, it's me who benefit most... so let it be...

Worst, when people who had been given a special 'gift' by Allah swt but decide to use their gift in creating havoc in other people lives...

In a nutshell, stop talking about others because what seems good in front of your eye/ear, may be ugly behind... the best & the purest thing to do is always, have good deed / intention of other people... & last but not least, don't care of what others think... just be yourself and let Allah swt decide the rest...